Emotions

I can feel it move through me
The warmness of jealousy and hatred
I almost want to scream
I almost want to run
As I worry over something
I'm silly an insecure

But still it moves through me
Devouring me ever more
I try to wash it clean
Fill myself with happy thoughts

But nothing works
I want to cry
But I swallow up my pride

Jealousy seeps through my veins
And I almost lose it
This worry of losing him
Is driving me insane
And my heart cries inside me
But my face is solemn

I take a breath to help me calm
But everything stays the same

Why am I so worried?
Why am I so scared?

Well I love this boy
And my heart was unprepared
Jealousy begins to rage
As I take another breath
A tear rolls down my face
And I pray for God to help