FEELS LIKE A BLANK SPACE SOMETIMES

People sharing ideas, telling all the other’s, keeping secrets
What are they blabbering about?, making all that noise
Seems to be a whole lotta’ nonsense
Bored of the same old line, fed to me every day
Swallow this bullshit, consume you got nothing

Locked deep inside the cage of your mind
What is your rule you’ve got questions
Wait just one minute here, it’s time for you to wake up
Falling face forward in what feels like an endless pit
Your eyes focus on what you thought was
Self is deep inside a lonely deep dark cave
Locked away feelings here looking right back at you

Ever see the world from a far away corner
It’s a type of scratch fever, all with tears and fears
What if I wrote to you, wrote to myself
Told himself, myself, what I thought about all the surroundings

Feelings Got this feeling can’t seem to shake this feeling
And there is never anyone there
To tell you that everything is o.k.
The snot dribbles down your nose
Into on top of lips wet cold sensation
Never worry, never change
Be yourself and just drip

There has been this sorted something
Been running all through my head
About that special someone
And I know it could just be all in my head
But still it remains
Oh how beautiful and true love feels

Certain aspects of life
Follow along to mush my heart
So I wait for the perfect time
To look into her eyes
Before falling apart
Only know of what we have
Now and then through the connection of a phone
Hope for a maybe, someday us two can share a love alone
Till then I created made it a picture perfect postcard memory
All for the times of change without any you and me.