A little sorry note

From the bottom of my eyelids
I love you :),
To the odd freckle on my index finger,
I will love you forever.
From the tip of my charred cigarette
I will always be here.

To your heart
(Which I left on the floor..in an unusual mess)
I’m sorry :(
To the foot you always took out of my mouth
I’m forever grateful
(please forgive me?)

For my lovely flower
From your honey bee

My full stops are all over the place (as per)
And I still don’t know were to use the right where?
And I still don’t see what the point of these are >&
But to put it in grammatical terms
I’m still a crazy colon :-S
And you’re still the letter Z.

I still hate the word ‘nice’
(My English teacher instilled this irrational hate into me. There are just so many brilliant other words to use. BUT ANYWAY.)
You still make me feel NICE (glorious ,lovely , delightful)
Or at least memories of us do.

So where all this is leading (I think)
Is that i can watch stars without you
And play lovingly in the snow without you
And cope listening to sickening love songs without
TWO bottles of wine in the fridge
(and my Mrs Haversham/Bridget Jones moments are down to a minimum)
But..