Descent

My anger drives my hand
With the speed the drives my brain
A pen a heart and a holy drug
To take away the pain

Drop the nearest porthole
into a place that isn’t here
Please take away, my love of loves
This sacramental tear

My vein is like a tunnel
That I wish you would explore
Find the place you love the most
And make me scream for more

You know our secret ron-de-vu
You wink behind their backs
I smile and I understand
My will will start to crack

I love you coaxing aura
It draws me like a flame
I want you here inside me
In my arms again

I want to bring me down
I want your sheltered life
So many times you’ve stabbed my arm
To save me from the knife

The love i always turn to
The only love that i can buy
A 50 dollar breath a day
That makes my heartache die

Try to leave me lover
And ill find another way
My dealer pimps you sugar
Like a hoar without a lay

And when your comforts over
And I’m writhing for you more
Ill abuse your needle like the bitch
You always took me for.