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I'm a fucking disappointment, a failure a fraud
An insecure bag of bones with fat and blood so just
Pierce my wrists with a razor sharp sword.
Insecurity creeps up on me digging its talons into my skin
A graze then a gash then a deep dangerous wound.
Would I be more assured if I was thin?
Crippling self doubt seals every pore
I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself
I can't fucking do this anymore.
Put that knife in my heart, oh what an excuse
You are sorry you are sorry, are you sorry?
The blood dries up and my veins feel loose.
In their entwining bodies I slowly drown
Watching then fuck and make love and moan
Can you believe I used to wear a fucking crown?
Smash my skull then eat my brain
Greedy little insects finish me off
Wash my blood away in the rain.
Knock me down and ill stay on the floor
Crush my dreams and whisper that I'm finished
Kick me there and ill cry no more
Scream to the moon as you bury me deep
I never even existed anyway did I
So will you join me for eternal sleep?