Never Give Up To Waves

Searching for a place to not just escape,
But belong, my rose garden.
Big roaring grey angry waves keep bashing me against
Cold wet walls that try to guard and keep me safe,
Stop stop I cry, I am unable to take much more.
Where is my sunshine Iv been longing for,
Not reached these shores yet,only miserable cold days
With longer numb, hopeless nights ahead.
The pull of the sea to its sea bed, feels to much to restrain
Any longer with not much protection from this
once beautiful place, I'm in despair. will I ever escape
and inhale happiness once more.