Gap

Can you feel love and hate at the same moment,
About the same person at the same time?
Is it possible to steal someone's heart,
Although the law states that stealing is a crime?

When I feel something, should I feel something else?
Tell me 'cos I'm not in touch with my feelings.
I feel I'm deteriorating fast,
Although every book tells me that I'm healing.

Never seem able to make up my mind,
No decision I make is ever right.
My eyes are wide open, yet I am blind,
While my doctor tells me I have perfect sight.

I feel as if my head's shrouded in fog,
Yet every thought is sharp, crystal clear.
Time must have taken a wrong turn somewhere,
Every second that passes seems to take years.

I believe in angels, they've shown me the light,
But I'm surrounded by shadows ages long.
Has innocence gone bad or has evil turned good?
Either way, something has gone terribly wrong.

My mind is made up, but I can't seem to decide,
If I'm moving or the world's rushing 'round me.
Is this right or wrong? I don't know. All I know
Is how many contrasts in this world we see.