Z - I am troubled immeasurably by your eyes...

I love you for your love of life
Your quirky take offs
(promises, promises)
impromptu songs in the club style
the days after curry nights out
how many times today?
Lunch in the pub
Are you here till closing?
Your endless, adoring
Circle of friends
I got my cock out
But we didn't write on it
You say and grin
And your eyes?

You weren't allowed to buy drinks
In the VIP room of the club
Because you'd gate crashed
So you bought drinks downstairs
And took them up with you
And carrying stolen parasols through the town centre
Got you arrested and your whole department
Late for work the next day?
Childish, irresponsible, funny?
I laugh because you tell it perfectly
Your body is perfect
Tight, sculpted, smooth to the touch
Are you aware of just how beautiful you are?
I'm fat. Do I have breasts?
You say and grin
And your eyes?

I sleep with my head on your shoulder
And you stroke me gently all night
You rang me after a day or so at uni
I really miss you
You said and my heart did triple jumps
Over and over again
I ached to hold you
We laid in bed and cuddled each other
I really needed this you said
And my heart bounced into my head
Knocking, trying to knock sense into me
I filled it with the dead weight of my love for you
It sits in the middle of my chest
Behind the breasts you so admire
You've got lovely breasts
you say and grin
and your eyes?
holding a sign that says
it's a shame he'll never
love you back.