Sorry

I am always suprised by the road
next to
yours
as I once was
so very much.

And suprised, I wonder if you
as I once did
remember that last yale click
of all doors closing
and I am ashamed that I could stop loving you

I did not realise that I had
until I knew I could tell you about it.
And now the road next to yours
is the closest I ever get to you.