Why?

Why did you do this to me baby?
Why?
I saw you and everything was fine,
You gave me no warning,
You gave me no sign.
A year.
It's been a year.
Thats how long you wanted me.
You chased me.
You caught me.
And now you've thrown me back.
You don't want me.
I mean, you look at me,
Think it's OK.
She's strong
Unbreakable
But I'm not.
Look how easily I broke.
Shattered
Doesn't seem like me does it?
I'm the hard one
The strong one
At least on the surface
Shame you never looked down,
Never saw how thin that layer was,
How easily you could break it
With just your words.

Your words did it all.
They found me.
They seduced me.
They shattered me.

Am I an idiot
For being so happy?
I feel like one.

I cried you know.
Funny.
You never saw me cry.
You wouldn't have expected to.
I never wanted to over you.

You're not worth it! You're not worth it!

Well I've got to tell myself something,
To stop the pain.
I'm not even sure
If you really want me
Deep down,
Or if it has all gone.
Don't know if I want to be sure.
Don't want to know.
But need to know.
Why?