Free Flowing

True thing this feeling i'm in,
heaving seething reeling within,
trapped under order heart begins to freeze,
standing alone, no way to get home,

the girl i'm fearing love to,
couldn't face me today,
she said i had memories too many worlds away,

for life is a system and dreams are untrue,
i shudder with my thoughts of her,
as even she makes me blue,

I want to bathe myself
in ten years of soulful music,
i'll use it as a token,
a gift of a tune with no three words unspoken.