IN THIS SMALL LIFE..

In this small life
many dreams came...

But at last what is left
they are just 2 dreams....

I still remember my first dream
which meant alot to me that time

But was manuplated by others as
a funny staTemnt of a kid
.now i myslf to laugh thinking about it.

But now i have a aim i have a dream
but none laughs on it now
no one treat it as a foolish statement of. a kid.

All of the sudden
many people with fake good will n many wid true
started imposing
indirect pressure or expectations over me

Now my aim apears never to b mine

After telling Others it depends on thier will
to set it as my aim or not...

today's dream is logical
while childhood dream was idiotic
but dedication to both dreams was equal as per time

But don't know why childhood dream ws carefree
and i jst loved to move towards it ..
while otherss found it funny

but now in full of stress others find it
as what a great thing i m doing ...

and i dont know
what i feel?????