Heartbreak Tale (Unfinished)

Before you I had never felt this 

Not truly 

Maybe i thought I had but not this authentically 

Its a type a control you have over me 

A hold

It had grown beyond me 

It scared me 

Because I could feel myself falling into you 

More and more 

But yet I couldn't restrain it 

Regardless of the damage it caused

The toll it took 

Or the  pain I'd chosen to endure because of it 

I was completely powerless

And you knew

Completely aware

You saw my agony

You were witness to my distress

To my unraveling 

You fed on it 

It empowered you

Under your jurisdiction 

A faithful servant true to her cause 

I think you liked the way I made you felt 

Im certain of it 

If only I had foreseen the outcome of this 

But what would it matter now 

Its all just history now...