I have had enough but was it worth the thought

The way I felt that day that made me want to kill. A wave of anger just came over me as my body stiffened, as my eyes started to withdraw tears as Amy and Katie came over to me, stared me down from top to bottom, then all of a sudden, they started with Lofonda de Venchi, the dork, the geek, then all of a sudden everyone joined in, I could barely hear them, all I could hear was my heart beating, and the sound of my cries.

As I walked down the hall, stomping with aggression, and with my eyes as red as an apple, I began to cry. As I finally decided to stop crying, I was overwhelmed with anger and frustration that I screamed, when my scream started to echo, I finally realized how alone I was.

As I sat there staring at the grayness of the school, and remembering the faces of my tormentors, I finally decided I have had enough! Yes I had had enough, but what am I going to do about it, and then I decided the only thing left was to kill them all, yes kill them all one by one so they would never make fun of me again. But how am I going to do it.

When I got home that day I began my plans on how I was going to kill them all, yes kill them all one by one, and how I was going to be a uncatchable killer, and I was never going to get caught, and how I was going to get away with murder, when my words started to echo, it started to make more sense. I knew I was starting to sound like a derange killer that belongs in a mental hospital, but I had just had enough!

I started my list of things to do to lead Amy and Katie to there death, and on the night I slept peacefully and as I remembered my words that echoed so loudly, right then and then I was satisfied. When I finally finished my list, I decided first I was going to fake my own death, then change my identity and then begin my killing. So, on the day of February 2, 1886, a Monday, I decided on how I was going to kill myself. So, during science I grabbed the matches and the acid in a plastic container. The acid was small but that was all I needed.

Then I asked Ms. Pinch to use the bathroom, then I started a small fire, but the small fire started to spread so quickly, then I pulled the fire alarm. Everyone started to run, as soon as they were out, I started a small explosion with the acid that could burn a human skin to ashes, and when they had the small explosion, the fire fighters came running, and then my teacher told them that Lofonda de Venchi went into the bathroom before the fire started, then I had the fire fighter say if she was here during the explosion she is probably dead now, the acid burns humans into ashes, and like that I was pronounce dead, they told my parents that your daughter was dead. There was a small accident in our college, and she………died. Then they started to cry. I felt bad about making them cry like that, but I had to do this, I had really had enough of Amy, and Katie.

    So on February 3, 1886 my plans had official began. First I change my identity, I cut my hair just a little bit, and then I changed my name to Angel. I then change my name to Angel on all my Official documents. Then I got a nice apartment, it one bed room that had blue walls, Scraps on the wall, and a crack on the ceiling, The kitchen had a 70’s look to it, the colors were crashing, I would moved out of there but a man offered for me to stay in here for free for a year, and besides I didn’t have money to rent a better one. I put on some makeup so nobody at Harvard would remember the old me Lofonda de Venchi and know the new me Angel. When I got to Harvard, I signed up for class that Amy and Katie already signed up for the semester and to my advantage they hadn’t changed it and I also got a key to my new cabin on the school grounds and it was located near the woods, the trees looked like people with sad expressions, the outside of my cabin was covered with moss, and the inside was all woody and it made me feel unwelcomed. When I got to the class the next day, it was a Thursday. I was the new girl but I was the new girl seeking for revenge, and oh yeah I was going to get it. My plan at the time was to make friends with Amy and Katie and get inside their world. The worse part about it was I knew what kind of girls they like to be friends with and hang around with, I was going to be that girl and their worst nightmare.

When I got there and started to get accustom, I then started being mean to people to get Amy and Katie’s attention, and I did. The next day of  school, Amy and Katie came over, and introduce themselves, and asked for my name and I told them my name is angel and then they asked me if I would  be friends with them, and that’s all I needed to hear and then I said yes. We became closer and closer. We ran the entire school, everyone feared us and that’s what I hated about them. As they walked down and up the halls with their hair flipping and the sound of their heels as they walked down the halls, bring fear to everyone they liked to torment and that is what I hated about them, as I remember how they tormented me. I then decided to put my plans into action by inviting them for slumber party at my cabin, yes it was time to spring my plans to kill them into action and nothing was going to stop me. On the night before the slumber party, I reviewed my plans, and got my cabin ready for the slumber party. When it got to the day of the slumber party I welcomed them in, it was sickening for me to stand there and pretend to be nice to them, but it was all going to be worth it in the end, but we did have fun that day, but I was pretending to be someone I wasn’t all because of them, and how mad they made me. I then suggested we go for a walk and they agreed to my surprise, I then grabbed a knife to kill them with and put it in my pockets; we walked and walked for miles until we got a little bit off campus and then I knew that that was the perfect place to kill them.

I started with, do you remember a girl named Lofonda de Venchi; Amy answered that question with a yes, then Katie said she died about a two weeks ago, and when she die we felt really bad, she died a really terrible way, I guess…… then all of a sudden she started crying. Amy then finished her sentence I guess we were always just jealous of her that we made fun of her; she was just so smart that I guess we always wished we were as smart as she was. Right then and then I was shocked and right then and then I decided not to kill them. The next day I revealed to my parents that I wasn’t dead, and to the world, and oh yeah I kept my new name Angel, it just stuck, and besides it a reminder of what almost happened that day, and how I almost went to jail, and it reminds me never to do it again. 

As I tell my story now as a successful Lawyer named Angel, as I remember the past, as a girl named Lofonda de Venchi, who came into Harvard as a smart girl on a scholarship, then my world in Harvard living my dreams turned upside down when I meant Amy and Katie Rich. THEY MADE SO ANGERY, THAT I ALMOST TURNED INTO A KILLER, NOW I THINK TO MYSELF WAS IT WORTH THE THOUGHT.