The insanity of it all!

 

O Lord I am trying to find you 

My brain is aching, My heart is racing, my life is breaking

I am seeking to rise

but I can’t find my way out

 

The world has engulfed me 

My problems have become only mine to deal with.

My situation has blocked me from seeing you

 

I can’t break free from the sea of darkness that seems to surround me

I am trying to rise above it all, but I can’t find my way out

I feel as though I am about to fall 

No, I can’t rise anymore

And while my world is breaking into a million pieces

I can't help but ask where are you, Lord?

 

Lord where are you?

While all my strength is gone

My smile has vanish 

I feel my faith crumbling 

My inner light that hopes to find you is dimming 

All I can ask is where are you, Lord.

I didn’t ask for this 

Please take me away from it all

Take me away

 

I can’t breathe Lord

Give me air Lord

Fill me up oh Lord

let my life become yours to use 

God show me a way out

 

And when I can’t see a way out 

My Father shows up

Then his light engulfs me

Then the Father that I serve 

shows me a way out

I feel the darkness that once surrounded me 

start to fade away 

I can now say that I know the God that I serve. 

He has promised to pick me up every time I fall 

He is my light when darkness blocks my light. 

This is my Father, my healer, and my protector

I know God’s has me 

I have to keep up the fight 

I know I am broken 

But I know he is working on me