Game of Tension

I'm a gambler,
Unwillingly I play this game of tension that leads me nowhere.
There are no rules but I'm bound to be aware
For every stare counts,
For every word counts,
For every syllabus will be studied,
For every gesture will be analyzed.
No margin do I have for an error,
No time do I possess to think '
I only act with every breath
For I'm a mirror and the world is reflection
In this game of tension with no other prize but life.
I'm a gambler, lonely but devoted,
And I don't know how far I can break through;