Fly or fall

How can I feel
so whole inside
and also empty,
so warm thinking
bout you all the time
and yet so cold,
I'm not even sure
that I should write this
cause I don't want
to make you worry,
I don't want to
make you cry,
I just feel
that I'm way up high
with so far to fall,
but baby your the only thing
I want at all,
all my hopes
all my dreams,
on a cliff edge
waiting for the moment
where they either
fly or fall.