I couldn't miss you more

No more than I do right now,
it's not even possible.
Every thought in my head
somehow links to you,
maths problems,
acting lines
and even banter with friends
somehow seems to link to you,
but I love that it does
yet hate it too
for it makes me think of you,
and in doing so, loving
and missing you in turn,
I think of all the memories
of past events
and love them all over again,
but my heart ahces in the midst
of all of these memories,
because I wish you were here.
I couldn't miss you more,
no more than I do right now.