I promised myself

I promised myself
that before you left,
i would say goodbye,
i promised myself
i would tell you how i feel,
before you were gone,
i promised myself
that when you leave,
i would lose whats inside,
i promised myself
that i would see you,
before too long,
i promised myself
that i would make you proud,
before you left me,
i promised myself
i wouldn't look back,
after you'd past,
i promised myself
that i wouldn't,
forget you you see,
and i promised myself
that we would,
forever last.