I'm not crying

I'm not crying,
my soul is just
bleeding out of my eye,
and onto my face
to leave a trail
across my skin,
they say pain
is a material thing
but sometimes
it goes all the way in,
cuts bone deep
straight through the flesh
till it finds your soul,
and once it's there
it will plague your body
and slowly,
but surely,
shut down your system
starting at you heart,
turn it to stone,
and ending in your soul,
causing it to bleed
out of your eye.