This is it

I guess I'm still not ready
to do this,
the words just won't seem to flow,
but this is all I know
writing about my feelings
so I don't explode.
I just keep seeing you there
lying on my bed
your head on the pillow
next to me,
you've made me the man
I want to be,
and I hope I changed
you for the better too.
I cried yesterday,
I kept telling myself
I was okay, that I could
get through this,
then I took the pictures
down, and looked at the room
so empty, and it made me
realise that you really are gone,
and that I'd have to move on,
we'd have to move on.
I'm glad we're still friends
but this is going to be the
hardest thing we'll ever have to do,
because you became a huge part of me
and I you.
I usually feel like superman,
untouchable, like nothing can bring me down,
but you're my kryptonite,
without you things don't seem right,
I can barely sleep at night,
my head just remembers how things used to be.
My heart remembers how it used to feel,
and now nothing seems real,
days blur, it's only been two days
for Christ's sake,
how am I going to do this for a long time.
I'm not greatly religious
but I have found a bible verse
to take comfort in.
Matthew 10:22 "He that endureth to the end shall be saved."