Friendship Story Never Told

How I wish your promises were never made;
They were never kept and they always fade;
How you said you'll be there;
And all those secrets meant to share;

Disappointment as I realized your presence;
Was nothing more than an obvious absence...
And maybe now all those jokes made about "I Hate You",
Are now solid and most probably true...

You walk away from reality with ease,
Would it be better for our friendship to cease?
All those lies, easier said than to erase;
Every smile deserves a praise...

So sad am I now; a depression growing,
Is it the truth you pretend without knowing?
I can't take it anymore...this pain,
From keeping it quiet, I have nothing to gain;

Lying a hillside's height undeniable...
So sad now, recovery is it possible?