Forever

A worm,

Deep down inside my stomach

While she sobs and cries

Pummels you for the answers

You never know what to do, do you?

Never know how to put things right

An ache,

What should I say?

You told me to keep my mouth shut

But then you turn on me

And shun me for not speaking up

A tear

Falls down her cheek

And she runs

Runs away from us

You left me

All on my own

Sitting all on my own

Crying on my own

The shouting inside my head

The screams echo through my soul

Shaking the foundation

Of my sanity

And yet my eyes were dry

You don't understand

You don't listen

What would it matter?

You don't have the decency to care

And others

Sure

They critisise you

I've whispered cruel things

Behind your back

I know

What they say about you

How they bitch

But you're the one who keeps me going

So why do you turn away

When I beg for solace

On my knees,

Pleading to you

To help me through.

You turn away

Ashamed at who you are

Ashamed at who you have become

You let me down

And you're not going to forget it

I've forgiven you too much

And you're not going to forget it

I need a shoulder to cry on

And you can give that to me

But you'll have to forget who you are

And what you mean to me

And that

Is something that you never want to know