mistake

as i walk thru this endless road at the end of the valley were moolight shines with its vanity,
the embers kept my shadows that traces the light shade of this dim moonlight,
i kept myself waiting for nothing....

the night seemed so vivid, the sky rises up like velvety cries.
the moon was near its apex, the pressure begins to bulge.
yet im stuck in such situation,I've never wished to happen.

This crampled paper was stained with vermillion tears,
the tears that recalls the nightmare once called a dream,
the letters was perfectly written and blood drips was set as design,
'neath this endless waves of stars and a thousand strands of lies..

now im drowned in regret,
the regretfull event caused by an accident.
i killed her that night..
the girl who never gave me reason to make such foolish acts..
i killed her by mistake...

we always stroll under the cherry blossom trees..
she smile eternally with her rose red lips,
we watched the sunstes and the autumn leaves,
from the hottest sand untill the coldest breeze...

I accept her love, her smile, her kiss,..
the burden of being alone was leaded into vanish,
the hell inside me freezes in pain,
despose all the vanity and vain...

her eyes was cut perfectly like the eyes of the seraphs,
the angels kneel thru the tons of sands when they spot you thru their channeling warps,
it gashes like an axe when im not being with her,...
my blood should be spilled each day because im not gonna live her..

all of this beautifull memories was turned into pieces.,
broken shards of love trust me thru the edges.,
the illusion of a beautifull seraph from heavens above,.
now changed into nothing but a dreadfull love..

i cant seem to beleive that this things will happen.,
I saw her with other guy upon the cherry blossom tree where once we spend often.
the tears from my remorseless soul caress the hatred beneath the thick skin of frustrarion,.
the ghost of myself pushed me to slit her gasping throught and fall into the deepest incision...

to be continued....