Only me*

Follower

Pushed out of both groups
I don't belong in either
What do you think?
The price of popularity is high
They just forget you
Looking only at the permanent people in the gang
Me
I don't matter
I'm just a hanger-on
Not noticed even when I'm invited
I wish you'd allow me to hang around with you all
But that's not possible
I wish
No
I don't know what I wish
Do you?
Do you understand what I'm going through?
You can't see me as
Me
I'm just a follower
I don't belong with any of you
No one is perfect
I know that
But I cannot find someone who
Understands me
I cannot find someone who will like me
For who I am
It doesn't work that way
You tell me
But why?
Why can't I hang around with some of you one day
And the rest of you the next?
Why is it
That if I even look at someone else
One word to them
And I am shunned
What is wrong with mixing?
Just because you don't like them
Doesn't mean I can't even breathe when they're near
Don't accuse me of being in a mood
When I'm not
Don't jump to conclusions
Don't dis me when I go on about things
It's because I'm happy (which is rare)
If you love me
Put up with me
If you hate me
Tell me
I want to know
I don't want to be ignorant
Another quality that you can hold against me
What is it with you people?
Don't you understand?
Everyone is equal
And I can hang around with who ever I want
And you can't tell me not to
Because I care about you all
It doesn't matter
What race you are
What you believe in
What colour your skin is
I'll judge you
And like you
And hope that one day
We can be friends
If you can understand the morbid workings of my head
And try to see me as
Me
And not just a follower