X- my lips are sealed

And you know what hurts the most?

The not knowing

The caring

And yet

Not speaking as one wishes to speak

Not being able to express one's opinion

The caring

And the dreaming and hoping and praying

Down the drain

When you hear the newest news

Torture could not hurt me more

Burning up from the inside

Burning like I have gasoline poured on my heart

Can you see it?

Shining through my transluscent skin

You must do

For you tear at it every single living day

Not living

Dying

And you know what hurts the most?

The not knowing

What you're going to do next

And the fear

Of the many possiblities

No

You're not stuck for choice

Please don't do it again

You're the one pushing my head under the water

Yes, you

So love the person you are

And don't screw up the opportunity of living