From my Own Eyes

The chapter is called "FROM MY OWN EYES"

A BEAUTIFUL PAINTING HAS BEEN PLACED IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE. THIS PAINTING IS VERY DETAILED, COLORS FLOW TOGETHER TO MAKE UP A PERFECT COMBINATION OF SENSES. yOU SEE WITH YOUR EYES, A SOFT LIGHT AUBURN SKY, WITHOUT A CLOUD IN SIGHT. IN THE UPPER LEFT HAND CORNER, THE YELLOWISH GLOW OF THE SUN MESHES WITH THE LIGHT ORANGE HEAVENS. A WHITE DOVE FROZEN ALONE, WITH ITS WINGS CAST IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HORIZON. MOUNTAIN TOPS FADED FAR IN THE BACKGROUND ARE A BLURRED ARRAY OF BROWNS. THE EARTH DISPLAYS LONG SHARP BLADES OF LIGHT GREEN GRASS, COVERED BY THE RED, YELLOW, ORANGE, AND BROWN FALLEN PERISHED LEAFS OF AGED OAK TREES. tHERE IN THE VERY CENTER OF THIS PORTRAY, STANDS A TATTERED BARN. THE EVIDENCE OF A BRIGHT RED MODERN AGRICULTURAL HOME, NOW WEATHERED, TARNISHED, AND VACANT. THE BROKEN AND ABSENT BOARDS CREATE BLACK EXPOSED HOLES, AND CRACKS. A ROCKY DIRT PATH LEADS FROM THE BOTTOM OF THE FRAME, UP TO THE ENTRANCE OF THE ANTIQUE BARN. ONE SINGLE BARN DOOR IS STILL ATTACHED, WHILE THE SECOND DOOR RESTS HALFWAY OUTSIDE THE BARN AND ONTO THE COLD GROUND. yOUR EYES VIEW THE SCENE, YOUR BRAIN TRIGGERS YOUR INNER IMAGINATION. IT TAKES YOU, AND PLACES YOU IN THE ENVIRONMENT YOU WERE GAZING INTO. YOU NOW CAN TAP INTO ALL YOUR SENSES AND CREATE THAT VERY DAY. YOU CAN NOW SMELL THE HARVEST SEASON, AS THE CALM WINDS BRUSH UP AGAINST YOUR EXPOSED FACE. YOU CAN HEAR THE LEAFS TUMBLING ABOUT, AND CHATTERING IN THE TREE TOPS, AS THEY ARE YET TO FLOAT AWAY LIKE SUMMER HAS. THE DOVE IS CALLING FOR ITS LIFE MATE, FOR DOVES ONLY LOVE AND MATE WITH ONE LOVER. IF YOU WERE TO WALK UP THE ROCKY LANE, YOU CAN HEAR THE ROCKS CRUNCH AND SLIDE BENEATH EACH FOOT STEP. AS THIS PAINTING TAKES YOU TO YOUR CONCEPTUALIZED HABITAT, YOU CONSTRUCT YOUR OWN STORY OF WHAT YOUR COGNITION HAS ALLOWED. YOUR EYES GENERATE A PERSONAL MESSAGE, AND YOUR THOUGHTS PAINT YOUR OWN SCENE. EVERYONES EYES TELL A STORY, AND BEING HUMAN YOU CANNOT READ ANYONES PERSONAL THOUGHTS. ALTHOUGH WE YEARN TO GRASP AND UNDERSTAND ONES WE LOVE AND ONES WE DONT EVEN KNOW, IT IS BEST THAT WE DONT KNOW EVERYTHING. THAT IS WHAT LIFE IS FOR, BORN TO ATTAIN. AND EXPERIENCE THE UNKNOWN, AND MAKE IT OUR OWN UNDERSTANDING. WHEN EYES MEET, THEY ARE THAT MYSTERIOUS BARN FROM THE PAINTING. ANYONE WOULD LET CURIOUSITY RUN ITS COURSE AND EXPLORE THE INSIDE OF THE BARN, WE DONT KNOW WHAT IS TO BE SEEN. MY HEART ISNT FORBIDDEN, MY ACTIONS SPEAK OUT LOUD AS DO YOURS. ALOT OF TIMES ACTIONS DONT REFLECT WHAT YOUR HEART FEELS, BECAUSE ITS IN A BATTLE WITH YOUR MIND. SO AS BEST AS I CAN, I WILL TAKE YOU INSIDE HIS SOUL, ILL BRING YOU INTO HIS OPENED HEART AND LET YOU LOOK AT THINGS THROUGH THESE BLUE EYES OF HIS. AS I WRITE THIS STORY, I WILL GIVE YOU ANSWERS THAT QUESTION MARKS FROM THE PAST, AND PRESENT, WERE UNANSWERED AND STASHED AWAY. ONE BY ONE I WILL EXPOSE THE TRUTHS THAT WERE BLANKETING WITH FALSE CONCEPTIONS. THIS IS A STORY UNLIKE ANY STORY, BUT IT STILL HAS A BEGINNING A MIDDLE AND AN END. THIS IS NOT A STORY OF APOLOGY, THIS IS NOT A STORY TRYING TO WIN BACK A HEART THAT WAS LOST. THE TRUTH IS, LOVE IS FULL OF APOLOGIES AND HE USED UP ALL OF HIS, INCLUDING SEVERAL MULLIGANS. A YOUNG MAN WITH A BEATING HEART, WHO DOESNT THINK BEFORE HE SPEAKS OR ACTS, AND HE CONTINUES TO MAKE MISTAKES. FOR THIS MAN IT IS DIFFICULT TO TO COMMUNICATE OR EXPRESS HIS TRUE FEELINGS VERBALLY. LOVE IS FILLED INSIDE HIM, YOU CAN CALL THIS A LOVE STORY, AND LETS CALL HIM "JOHN". FOR JOHN ONLY WANTS HER TO RECIEVE WHAT SHE DESERVES. "SHE", WILL BE CALLED JANE. HE WILL GIVE JANE THE STORY INSIDE THE BARN THAT COULDNT BE SEEN FROM THE OUTSIDE.