Am I Crazy? Am I Blind?

Am I crazy, am I blind?
Or am I already losing my mind?

Is all this trouble and strife,
That I have to rut with,
Really part of this journey of life?

No matter how hard I try,
I never seem to get by

Past all the screams and cries
Over peaks of darkness called reality
And through the everlasting lies

My mind is spinning in summersaults 
As I duck and slip the endless barrage of mental assaults

And all the thoughts and decisions that I had to make,
Was it what I wanted?
Or actually the simple choice of give or take

Because Sometimes I feel like giving up on trying to get through the rest
Throw in the towel and say I did my best

So I can finally put an end to all this grief
Let out a long held sigh of relief
And finally have some inner peace