Can i ask you a serious question?

Reader, I don't know who you are,
But how do you feel today?
I would like to ask you a serious question,
Just something I would like to get out of the way!

Have you got yourself a lover?
Is everything going ok?
Hopefully your story is not on the rocks,
Here's hoping your love will stay!

Why do I ask you might say?
Well that is an intriguing question,
I just hope you could guide my way,
Because I need some love rehabilitation.

I cannot get it right,
But I have tried so many ways,
I am more twisted and tortured,
I now see the end of days!

Sometimes I sit alone and cry,
Just like a big nancy boy,
Sometimes I am angry and plead why,
Is it love is such a vicious toy?

For every lonely day that passes,
My anger doubles in strength,
Now I cannot see myself ever in love,
My shattered soul is short of breath,
I bang my fists against dirty mirrors,
Are the cracks in the mirror or in me?
I choose not to speak to anyone,
Because it looks like I just want pity!

Oh reader you will never understand me!
But how can I life so beautiful be so ugly?