Is it time to move on?

Is it time to move on
Or do I still have a chance?
Was that the end forever
When you asked her to dance?

Or was that all just a lie
A cover up on your part
And you're really just holding out
For the time to steal my heart

Do I hope for the latter
Or am I scared of deceit?
If I held off a little longer
Would I regret it? Would I have wasted the chance
That something special might have sprung up,
Between only me and him
When I looked into his eyes;
When he asked ME to dance?

Me, the unpopular, lame freak
Me, who dresses like a boy
But me, who really longs for romance
But only on the inside
On the outside, called "asexual"
By one
Who wasn't told
One
Who was only fooled
By her perception

Do I love you or him?
Or do I, can I love both?
Can I really call this love for you?
If it could be a one-way excange?
Is it also a one-way path
Leading only towards a lifetime of longing
For you and only you
Of being in relationships
But not really being true
To myself, or to my partners
Should I be scared?

Cause I wanna move on
I really wanna love only him
But I'm afraid that's not what I
Really feel within...