Calculate

Adding deviantly the goading factor of consequence
a cataclysmic division between what happend after
the negative stream of weighted conscience dreams
Conveinently tracing the geometric spiraling truth
never multiplying the transparency of choice decicions
calculating when the vague time is right
between the aching release of forgiving you
or subtracting your vile existence
far
away
equlibrium restored in my life's equation
seeking
absolute zero.