Cycle of love <3 -part 2-

We started talking for the next 12 weeks, then one day during one of our normal conversations over the phone he asked me out. I was so astonished and surprised but said yes. So the next weeks I felt like I was floating I thought I couldn’t ask for anything more in life. He would call me everyday to say good-morning and goodnight to me. We went to a fair together he held me close to him like nothing else mattered. He wanted to meet my mom so I introduced them to each other. My mom liked him she said he was “a respectable looking boy” so after they met, we held hands and started to walk around the fair together. We walked hand in hand through the fair we went to the jungle gym and laid down together on the slide. He held me and kissed my neck ever so slightly. He made me giggle as I played with his hair while he kissed me. My stomach was filling with a strange sensation it felt like the fluttering of butterflies. Then he pressed his lips upon mine; mangling his hands in my hair while pushing us closer to each other. Our Breaths quickened, our tongues met moving with the other; and our hands making a mess out of the others hair, and as soon as we knew it we were both gasping for air. We did not want our first kiss to end. He gently pulled me on top of him never breaking our lips connection. These small moments seemed to last forever. My mind and heart were racing, my stomach felt like I was going to explode. We both started laughing as we slowly went down the slide together, with me still on him.
When we reached the bottom of the slide, we laid there looking into each others eyes. Nothing else seemed to existed around us. Then he gently removed a strand of hair from my face and kissed my forehead. Then we stood up. Next thing I knew I was in his arms, which surrounded me. I could smell his cologne the sent filled my nose with a sweet and elegant smell. He put his hand under my chin and lifted my face up so we could look at each other face to face. He had to bend down to kiss me even when I stood on the tips of my toes. Then he put his hand on my hips and pulled me closer to him. For a few minutes, we just embraced each other in silence. No other moment could ever replace this small portion of time. Then we started to walk around the fair again he wrapped his arms around me and we walked like that both of us moving together as one. We got on rides together, he whooped my but when we rod the bumper cars. He won my a stuffed bear at one of the booths, ( I still have it today). It was already late so he decided it was time for him to take me home. When we arrived at my house, he turned off the car and kissed me very patiently. After he kissed me he placed his hand on my cheek. I leaned my face against his hand. I needed to feel his touch another time he made me feel wonderful. He made me feel like I was a very important gem, which he cared for with all his heart. He got off of his car an came to open my door for me and walked me to the door. Where he gave me a quick kiss, walked to his car, and drove away.
After that day, I was walking on clouds days flew by. We talked as much as we possible could. He started to give me cute nicknames. Sometimes he would call me babe, other times he would call me baby, or princess. He would always make me giggle with the sill jokes he would come up with. He soon figured out what he would have to say to make me blush. I really started to develop unexplainable emotions for him. I trusted him with my entire soul and heart. I placed it at his feet; he seemed to be so perfect and appeared to be a person who would not cause me pain. He had an entirely different perspective on just about everything. He was very deep, in the sense that he always spoke his mind and he was not afraid to speak of his emotions. He was a romantic guy who always knew exactly what to say and do to make our time together seem nothing but perfect.
***Sigh***
I trusted him, that’s why it hurts me so much to think of him now. I lust for his lips, his touch, our bodies held together in a tight embrace. Sadly I miss him….even after I know everything he has put me through.