conundrum

a. how long would you like to live…i mean,
if you had a choice…if you had some way of
knowing, if you had some way of deciding?

b. you mean if the “god” that doesn’t exist
had a conversation with me & let me in on the
big secret or if i successfully killed myself?

a. sure…i mean, it’s just a question…doesn’t
matter where it came from, does it? just a
conversation piece…just a notion to ponder.
do you know?

b. well, i guess it would be long enough to
love but not long enough to watch the person/
people that i love die.

a. so you should go home & successfully kill
yourself, ASAP, yes?