I cant

I can't I cannot
you're so near me
and yet not
I can't have forgot

You're something special
so happy
and coulourful and fine
and also
perhaps mine

i haven't seen you
or smelt you ar heard you
or met you.
but Ive felt you
in my heart

you were a breeze on the hill
a taste in my mouth
a feeling of balence
in a world of cloud
a world where my mind
controlls all I do
if I like it
it often matters not

so you see i cant have lost you
or forgot you
because i never knew you
not yet