When I Became Sad

this is a true story,
of what happens when ppl are sad.

and this happened with me,
if some day u become unhappy,
the same will happen to u u'll see,

once this happened,
that i went sad.
n in my world,
everything went mad.

i sat alone ,
for long long hours.
and crying badly,
on my building's tower.

the reason of my sadness,
i cannot tel.
but there'z a fear of guilty,
inside my shell.

all day long,
i wondered .
and smwhere inside me,
my heart thundered.

i felt broken,
i felt left out.
to give out my frustration,
i closed my room, and loudly shout.

but no one was there for me,
to here my voice.
and no one either,
to listen to my choice.

i felt like dying,
i felt i'm insane.
i felt like dying ,
but all my efforts in vain.

i din't had guts,
neither to face death.
nor i had the strength,
to hold my breadth.

i assumed myself,
to be in a strange world.
with no friends around,
all memories bulged.

i tried to forget everything ,
that had happened .
and tried to move on,
but my thoughts were abandoned.

i cut my nerve,
with a sharp edged knife.
for my sadness ,
i blamed my life.

tbc.....