i am severely bipolar and i need no help

i cannot begin to explain the art of it

living with the knowledge that ill never die

its a high like no drug ive ever taken

i think im horribly underweight 

or overweight?

500mg of coffee

thats my daily dose

but it doesnt even compare to THIS

a lot can be done when you stop sleeping

there may be no point

there IS no point

but how can art coexist with purpose

it cant and i much prefer art

i write constantly and manically

and its GOOD

i stopped taking my medicine

i see myself as an artist now

and an artist is eternal