If Only.....

I don't know what's going on with my poetry tonight but, this is a way out of my element. I just wrote this tonight. lol. Don't mind me. 

This poem is called "If Only"

If only I told my mother about you.

How these visions in my head keep popping up in my brain about you.

If only I told my mother the three to five poems I wrote about you.

If only I told my mother how much I felt and had love for you.

If only I told my mother I wanted you to meet her.

If only I told my mother how much you meant to me and how much I cared for you.

If only I told my mother the greatest words you ever said to me.

If only I told my mother I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

If only I told my mother I fell in love with you at first.

If only I told my mother that you were my type of guy.

Your swagg.

Your personality.

The way you think.

The way you look is definitely a turn on.

The way you look at me makes me melt inside

The crazy thing is I can write all these poems about you but, never dated you.

It just makes my mind goes oh so crazy.

If only my mother knew of you and how you carry your self.

It’s a turn on.

I just want to see what’s under that shirt.

I love a man with a little muscle.

I just want to see what’s under them pants.

Is it a 9 inch.

Haha….

I’m just kidding.

Any time I look at you and think of you.

I’m just turned on.

I love a man with a great personality and has goals for him self.

That’s definitely a turn on.

I don’t want a lil boy.

I need a man.

That man is definitely you.

Only if I dated you,