teenage angst

times like these i can swear one day in my life
i'll break out not in acne or pimples or zits but
in revolution or rebellion and say i'm a commie
or refuse to sit in the back seat of the bus,
or maybe even wear ALL red or ALL blue
and say there's no such thing as gangster.

maybe i'll be so full or revenge and reprisal
being the first to walk out the gas chambers and
refuse to go to camp, refuse to do the work
not brush my teeth everytime i eat
hesitate taking a crap everyday and leave my colon to overflow
just as god overflowed the world to finally get some good
one day you can expect me to not wear an id to school
not call through my cell phone after nights or weekends
cause these rules are how my week ends
these rules make my life end
and the purpose of life is to live as that is the verb of the noun
and this life is profound
and i can hear the sound
of the negativity eatin me up

you can count on times like these
to open up the worst feelings of pangs of anger,
anxiety, such hatred and pain to embody you
and fill you up with what you shouldn't think