In a Way

This is how it happened,
Tried to find a voice without you,
But you‘re a part of me,
What you did,
In a way it doesn’t mean shit,
But in a way it makes me hate you,
In a way it makes me want to chase you
And come face to face
With you,
Hit you
Back,
You hack,
Tick tack a tack a lack,
A lack of hope,
We both sit and choke
On the memories
Yet they aren’t the truth,
We can’t get to the truth
Through the mist,
That’s what you hissed
In my ear like a snake,
What was that?
To drive a stake
Through this fucking heart of mine,
If there was anything left there.
Shit, do we remember?
It’s no fucking fair.

So this is how this happened,
Trying to find a voice,
But you still speak through me,
You still creep through,
Is that alright?
To be that tight,
But there isn't any height
That you can climb to
Your stuck at the bottom,
And have taken me there with you.
And that’s the truth too.
So just fuck you.

Swearing's not a sin,
It’s what you taught me,
It the way you fought me.
In a way it makes me hate you,
In a way it makes me want to chase you,
And come face to face
With you,
Hit you
Back,
You hack,
Tick tack a tack a lack,
A lack of hope,
We both sit and choke.

Choking on the past,
The time that’s passed,
The hope that’s gone,
Gone a long
Time ago,
Alone,
Together,
No matter the storm,
The weather,
It’s you and me,
Whether
We like it or not,
And each time we try to change that,
It only makes it harder,
So I'm not going to charter
No further place,
I’m gonna sit here in these memories
And it’s going to hurt,
And in a way it makes me hate you,
In a way it makes me wanna chase you,
In a way I want to take you,
And do the shit that you did to me,
And leave you there,
And hope that you don’t get back up,
In a way.