Twelve Questions To The Dead

Would you have chosen death sooner?
What happened to your reasons to live?
Could you not see that I tried to understand?
Did you want to punish me?

Was our happiness just illusion?
Was our relationship flawed from the start?
Did you ever mean the things you said?
Are you better off being dead?

Do you see how much I hurt?
Are you happy now I cry?
Do you want to stop haunting me?
Are you still alive?