Sicken

The sensation of hot rage

and cold sweat

the shaky feeling

the regret

you ever said anything

or made your presence known.

you want to go home

or cry.

It's like a form of PTSD.

Abusive people sicken me.

That creepy feeling 

you get around people

who aren't okay

or even all right.

Not safe.

You just want

things to be normal

when normal 

they can never be.

Abusive people sicken me.