Carpe Diem

"My magical moment of the day", The very first thought that used to pop up in my head the moment I open my eyes...

always looking up for moments to be seized, for my stars to collide, to the point when I got obsessed with finding it, on a daily basis. Till it became more like a duty, instead of a moment to truly enjoy and thank the universe for,it lost all meaning. 

without even understanding what it really meant, I wholeheartedly hated the thought of it, and chased it off my head, what lead me eventually to forget about that magical moment that didn't seem to find its way to me, and wasn't going to do so anytime soon. 

Days and nights went by...Till one fine night, I opened my eyes in the middle of the night, terrified by the nightmare I had, of losing each and every dear to my heart, with tears in my eyes, I ran down the stairs to find my birth-givers soundly asleep.

when I suddenly realized that it was the magical moment I've always looked for, the moment you realize you didn't lose those you love, the moment you take notice of all the little things that brighten up your day, The moment a child smiles at you, the moment you let the breeze of dawn caress your face while watching those little gold candles called stars getting blown out by the first pinkish mixed with orange rays of sunrise. your magical moment can't find you, for it's always been by your side for you to take notice of and grasp it.