Red

I sit
The blade across from me
I could
I shouldnt
Its calling me

I cant deny
The pain its brings
It makes me want to cry
But its better
Compared to what I deal with
In my average day

I cant just sit
Dealing
Holding back the screams

The world hates me
I cant take it
But i have to
I found a way too die

Its not permanent
It still brings the emptiness
That i prefer over
The world

The tears fall
They are in sync
With the drops of red
That show my freedom

I need it
I shouldnt
I can
I will
I do