43 Times

Today, I have 43. Not matter how many times I felt or try to be successful, I have the chance to build it up because I still having 43. Every time, I think about how I did?, how I can do better in my work? or how to be a better mom? I think that I have a chance to make a suitable future, when I can  fix it, and I believe in me.  I do not want that you believe in my capacity for mend things. I want that you believe that I can improve myself so I will help myself, help my daughters and help others. I do not want to be immortal, I want to be invincible and live 43, so I can learn everything, to fix what no one can fix.  I do not want the Price Nobel or to be part of the history. I am part of the history every time my day goes away and I had been award with the most precious award of "Life". When I use my life not to control the humanity, neither to get the power to do it. I just want to live my life, my 43. thinking that someday I would died happy, knowing that I am good with God and I was good serving other with respect and kindness. No dying alone.