The Other Girl

You chose her over me.
Deep. cold rejection.
you`ve murdered me,
Or maybe it was she.
how is she to you,
that I lack?
Is the pretty? loved?
Does she love you, as I do?
Does she crave your kiss every minute,
Feeling a strong need to keep you
As close as possible?
Could SHE live without you?
Would SHE die without you?
Has SHE given you everything?
every little fucking peice--yours!
Does HER heart fall to peices,
at thoughts of losing you?
me, a test, an experiment,
So you could see how to be with her...
Now you have your little test tubes,
and you`re ready to compare
Our different qualities.
My heart is broken,
As is your experiment also.
Just as you crushed my world,
I crushed your ideas.
So who`s better?
Her, of course! I will die...
Like I`m dying here now,
here without you.
She`ll never love you like I love you
...I`ll always love you...