Dead Inside

I spent to long trying to fit in
Now i realize i don't.
This is my revenge.
You killed my soul inside me
No curtousy to take it.
Now i decay from the inside out
And have to endure the hate you have.
I absorb what you don't want me to know
I hear every whispered word
Every chanted curse
Every hating verse
I have to hear it all.
I tried to fit in
Tried for too long
I know i don't.
This is my revenge.
I'll kill you
Fuck you
Anything to rid you
From my life.
I have to watch myself slowly fade away
As my tainted soul inside decays.
I'm the one who has to suffer
Has to carry your unwanted hate.
God i wish i understood.
Kill
Fuck
Die
This is my most vulnarable moment.
No one can hear me.
No one can hear me.
No one can hear me.
No one can hear me.