Joke (Beyond a)

The tears have stopped
But their path is still engraved on my face.
The self pity in my eyes
Is reflected in my pool of sadness.
My sobs are choked
By the tight noose
I made through out life,
My loss is grieved
By the heart inside
The heart you taught to beat again.
The tears have stopped
But their path is engraved on my face.
The fake smile I learnt to create
Covered up my sealed fate.
I jumped off the edge
The noose tight around my neck,
The noose started to choke
And I saw death as beyond a joke.
My face is red raw from the tears,
My eyes are hidden behind my fears,
And my lips are left curled in that familiar
Fake smile.