Leggings early n late (fits in stuff @60+com
By maisie
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When I was young it seemed that everyone I stayed with, after the removal of my family, wanted my identity, and insisted on changing my name so that someone in their family could benefit. I'd almost forgotten the old ways; the last family were not out to actually kill me, well mostly, only to gentle detangle me from any action.
So I was beaten up by one set because I wouldn't exchange my names with their daughter, or use their surname even though it was only two or three letters different. It wasn't a game...
I hate games, and I detest folk who do things in reverse.
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I chose Panascea Psmith as a writing name when I was at the terrible private school, and to comply with their regulations, it had to be a P.P, name, a certain now famous author, was already a P. P., name and the son of the first headmaster. He was a nice tall kid, and one of my first friends there.
I made a friend more my own age later Pterry Pdactile, and I ended up teaching him how to read and write. Panascea was as near to my real name as I dared to go. Pterry and I were the best friends, he was weirded out by the Giant Boys, yet we hung together as we both wrote to people who could get us out. Mr. Lee came to fetch me, and we waited, becasue I made a fuss, and Pterry cried, for his Pterry's father. HIs Dad was cross, he said I was ruining his chances, and no one was being eaten in the cellar. We both cried, and they gave in and took us home.
Pterry had to go back the next term, and much later in the early 70's Mr. Lee went off to see the school, and sent me out of the kitchen so that he could tell his wife, I wasn't a liar, they had found some things in the cellars, and they said Pterry was dead. He didn't get to grow up. All night it haunted me that I hadn't known.
Their oldest girl objected, she didn't want a sister who was named Pan, like a kitchen utensil. Her name was similiar too, I think she felt threatened. I was no longer P. Lee and I felt sick with shame. I hated being R. Lee, it felt as if they'd put a gag on me, and had shackled my legs. Whenever I was asked my name I would stutter dreadfully. It hurt me. I felt stupid.
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Originally, the horrid family who were once circus people, took their name from their job, losing an F on the way and putting an SE on the end, along with the Flee Circus's that they took money on. Training the mind of the Flea's to do small jumps onto swings, etc, and rewarding them with fresh blood. Which might also be the first reason that they were defined as 'Vampires' by those who didn't know what they did with the fresh blood.
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Grandfather said I had to choose between the two families (will stuff)
I don't like either, except Mr. Lee's son. We've lost contact last time I moved.
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Scam: Real or false
Property registered under a 'false name' usinig someone whose record is clean. Who does it belong too?
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