Heartly Inept (Title Help?)

We've been fallin
shit, i've been fallin
its not you, or him, or her
its all me
and fuck you, cause you knew it
you beat me like a punchline
the moment you said it was the moment i knew it
i'm so sick of trying to find myself
the cliches of romancing yourself
i'm so deeply inept
and maybe this beat box of a heart will have to do
everything says find love
but i can't even love myself
i don't think i've ever known how to feel
its so foreign to me
all of these hormonal tendencies
i'm a chameleon
blend into my surroundings
it makes for easy let downs
no need to lie to me
aw fuck it, please lie
elaborate all the ways i'm so awesome
lie beautifully, make it a masterpeice
i need to know that something still lives in me
You said we're made so beautifully
but i swear something in me is malfunctioning
give me a sec
let me breathe
i'll figure this out on my own
make some mistakes
who cares if i regret them
at least i'll get closer to the edge
and when my heart starts to thump
i can know something is still beating