That would be a scream

Last night I watched a horror movie I don't know which one,

I was drunk and typed 'horror movies' into a search engine

and I don't remember anything about it, or even if it was scary,

and if it was scary was it in a psychological way or something

much more explicit.

I keep thinking I have to solve everyone's problems

I keep thinking I have to behave in a different way

to how I would usually be behaving.

When I was little I'd sometimes watch TV standing up.

My parents didn't understand why and I don't think

I've ever had a clue what makes me do things.

I went on a two hour bike ride yesterday I guess

the bit of my brain that likes bike rides

had the loudest voice at that moment.

If there was a documentary about how the brain works.

I probably wouildn't watch it even though I'd love to know

more about how our brain works.